November 2010
3 posts
I have never felt sofuckingdumbandfoolish than I have tonight.
Sometimes, I wonder why I’m still alive. Either God has something really good in store for me, or he’s just laughing at my misery from above. Honestly, I just don’t know if I’m ready for this world.
September 2010
1 post
if you know me at all.
this is when i start to feel disgusted with myself. this is when i wish i could take it all back. this is when i start distancing myself. this is when people start giving a shit. this is when i constantly give people a way out. i’m content with being alone, because when i’m alone, i’m never lonely.
June 2010
7 posts
I wish people would stop bringing up his name.
summer love doesn't exist.
WatchDiamond Ballroom, Oklahoma City — Jan. 22, 2010
I wish people would stop reminding me of him. I’m keeping myself extremely busy to keep from thinking about him, and so far, it’s working. But it doesn’t help when his name is brought up. The flame I’m trying to extinguish is slowly being rekindled.
Fail.
May 2010
1 post
1 tag
someone told me i should take caution when it...
I really, really hate it when I start to like a guy.
I become this digusting, sick emo girl who thinks about this one boy all the freaking time. Then I turn into a somewhat creepy stalker when I get onto facebook because I feel the need to go to his profile just to catch a glimpse of his picture, only because I haven’t seen him in over a month. I hate this stupid obsession. I hate it when...
April 2010
7 posts
I ignore you so you won’t know I admire you.
jessicachu:
(via crushes)
i don’t know why, but i constantly push people away. anyone who gets too close ends up getting pushed away.
what the hell is wrong with me.
1 tag
"he should have dated you when he had the chance."
1 tag
i've always been an easy kill.
all of this attention that i’m getting from you, i wish i was getting it from someone else.
i don’t understand why guys think i’m a player, because almost always, i’m the one getting played.
even though it wasn't very far, i should have...
if only someone else said this to me.
1 tag
cupid is stupid.
too anxious to sleep. aside all of my anxiety, this evening was pretty relaxing. i didn’t have to rush back to the city just to see my parents. i took it easy. i lied in bed, watched tv, napped for 2 hours, cleaned my bathroom, folded laundry, tried on my dresses, and practiced my platform.
i’m surprised i didn’t document my spring break. i spent the last day with chops’...
yes,
i do miss you.
March 2010
24 posts
Texas & Oklahoma :)
luckylove:
Just got out of Texas, it was soo windy & hot I’m in Oklahoma now, still windy & hot X] In about 4 or 5 hours I’ll be in Arkansas ;]
it is windy in oklahoma almost everyday! have fun roadtrippin’!
…me get over this situation? uh, i think you’re the one who needs to get over it. it’s been two fucking months. please, stop running your mouth because you’re starting to look like a fool.
last night, i worked off 320 calories in 32 minutes. tonight, i will go for more if time allows.
i hate money. i went to the gym, only to end up cycling on a broken bike. then i sat in my car, like a creeper, eating my apple. then i went back inside to wait for practice to start. as i waited, i caught a glimpse of chops checking into the gym. if only i had waited a few more minutes… practice started, blahblahblah. i have so much shit to do.
i have three exams and a final next week....
this is a message from your heart, your most...
two words: huge dinner.
chops and his family came over. this was the longest amount of time i had ever spent with him. he sat across from me at dinner. he helped me clean up the water spill. i washed a shiet load of dishes, with the help of his mother (who, btw, probably thinks i’m stupid because i don’t understand a lot of vietnamese). we all played some board games. had some laughs....
stay just a little, my love.
this spring break is filled with A LOT of family time. it’s almost unbearable, but you gotta embrace it, right? i picked up my future sister-in-law from chops’ house, so that we could pick up my brother from the airport. once i get to the house, their grandmother opens the door and greets me. i say hello and ask her how she’s doing ALL IN VIETNAMESE. chyeah, impressive, right?...
Vanessa: I kissed you because... I have feelings for you. I'm scared because I don't want to ruin our friendship.
Dan: Yeah, neither do I.
Vanessa: We're in this no mans land. We aren't hooking up right now because we want to stay friends but we aren't friends right now because we want to hook up.
Dan: No one's really winning in this scenario.
Vanessa: It's like we're being so cautious about ruining everything...
Dan: We're hurting our friendship by not hooking up.
Vanessa: I think we should throw down and see what happens... if we go up in flames
Dans: At least we know we burned trying.
Vanessa: I'm scared.
Instances that usually upset people tend to seem laughable to me. Like right now. I just got stood up. HAHAHA, isn’t my life just great?
everyone is so full of shit.
A lie is a lie.
hey boy, don’t waste my time by asking me to skype when you’re going to end up talking on the phone with some girl for half an hour. am i asking for too much?
hi. so, it's my 20th birthday.
this time. next year. will be crazy.
We chase the people who ignore us, and ignore the...
(via jessicachu)
I'm glad you see something in me, because I don't.
i’m doing something that i never thought i would do. this experience is so new. i think that’s a good thing.
i need to give people a chance.
February 2010
56 posts
6 more days until I get my danceee and drank onnn. single life is so great, so far.
jason derulo is totally winning my heart right now.
i just got home from the most boring date in the history of dating.
I'm having that moment
sweetsylvii:
whitefilm:
When I realize I have no one I can talk to.
Damien Rice is currently rocking my soul.
Amie has the best strings, just sayin’.
